Voice of a Betrayer
Hoarse and spiteful, pained and bitten my voice screams from the desert.
The hate fills in my eyes and my grimace bears all. I don't need what You can give
Because You are just like the rest -I can't compare to You.
The crooked teeth of lies and scorn have spoken.
You took my alibi and my way of life.
I dare not say the words. My Master, my King. I chose another road.
My lips burn as they touch your face. Darkness in contrast with pure light.
Clash against purity. Clash against love.
My desire is more important than You. I know what's best for me.
Stay out of my way -The fowl stench has spoken.
My way. My fate. My death.
I turn towards any escape route i can find, to block the vile tongue inside.
Hunger paws through my heart for the emptiness kills me inside.
I fall to the ground hiding from the cruel lashings i brought upon myself.
But i look up because You are still there. You step up to my mess.
I beg You to turn away, hide from me Lord because I've stuffed up again.
Don't die for me, don't take my pain. I deserve it all.
My God. I am just like Judas, I've betrayed you again.
All the lies and pain you bind up to take upon your back.
This time i can say no words.
"I am He" you speak, and no one can contest.
For your love for me surpasses all my mess.
The pure has spoken, and the journey continues.
And all because of me.
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